missiNg yoU alReady

I'm sorry...
That again I missed you
It wasn't something
That I wanted to do

It's been too long
Since we've spoken
And since that time
My hearts been broken

I know that come tomorrow
You'll be going away
I know that I'll be lonely
Each and every day

I know that you'll return
Well, safe and sound
I know this to be true
Because our loves on solid ground

So until you come home
I'll think of you each minute
When I think of my world of love
You're the only one who's in it

Take care of yourself, honey
My love will be with you
When you return back home
Loving you is all I want to do...

Meja song...im missing you...

code zone watch movies

they deserve

Can you tell by looking into my eyes that I'm lying
Lying about being okay
Cause I'm really not

In case you haven't figured it out
I'm dying inside broken and bruised all over

I've hidden it all inside
All the pain and the tears
I try not to let it show around the world

I only let the tears flow when no one else is near
Cause I know everyone will think somethings wrong

Then they will be worried
But they were never worried about me before
They always pushed me to the side

Shutting me up before I even say anything at all
Whats the deal with that

I don't need there sympathy anymore
Not now not even when I'm long gone
There tears then won't mean anything

They won't even be real
Those tears will be fake just like them

I don't care if they know that I'm alone
Cause I don't want them to come near me
There a disease in disguise

Disgusting as can be
I don't want they have so stay away from me

Stay far away
Cause I'm better without anyone near
Especially someone like them

I could care less if they were dying
Cause they never really cared that I was dying inside

Went along with there lives
I never meant anything to anyone at all
Only when I was in tears

Only then they pretend to care
I hope they get what they deserve

I hope they suffer
Hope karma hits them so hard
That it will knock them down and they can't get up

I know I can make it on my own
I don't need them to stay alive

When I got me, myself, and I
I've always been broken
And my pain has became numb

So I don't need anyone anymore
I'm strong enough on my two feet

Where I can do anything
One day I will be better then them
And one day they might need me then I can push them away like they did me

They deserve to suffer
They deserve to be in pain and know what its like to wanna die

no one

Alicia Keys Lyrics


Alicia Keys Lyrics

lost of love

Love is sweeter than chocolate, more colorful than the rainbow, brighter than the sunlight n' beautiful than the red rose.
These few words are enough to explain the real meaning of love. These definitions have not been given by any scholar or any intellectual who regard love to be a subject that needs to be studied but these are the true feelings of the lovers who have been completely lost in love. I meet many acquaintances during the journey of life. Some of them appeal to our senses n' i include them in our lives, while some of them just pass our way without making any difference in our lives.
But few of these acquaintances have something special about them, which make us fall in love with them. Slowly the acquaintance becomes more than just being a friend n' at one stage of your life, it seems as if your entire life revolves around this particular person.
This condition has been appropriately termed by the experienced lovers as ‘lost in love’. Earlier you never felt this way for any other person, but now whenever you close your eyes, the only person who comes to your mind is your beloved. This situation is enough to give indications of your being lost in love. When a person falls in love, he/she is regarded to be a very fortunate person, who gets the opportunity of experience on of the most beautiful human emotions. When love blooms in a person’s life, everything takes a positive turn in his or her life. But sometimes, the person gets too busy with his/her life that he/she is not able to identify love in his life only n' eventually ends up losing a person who would have loved him/her most dearly for his/her entire life.

How To Identify Whether You Are Lost In Love Or Not

For the major part of the day, you are thinking of your sweetheart. You just love to hear his or her voice, every time you pick up the phone. You are even ready to cancel your other meetings for spending some valuable time with your beloved. You like to dress up as per the likes and dislikes of your lover. You want to talk about your entire life and even about your future plans with that particular person. You are always looking for ways of impressing your beloved. You are always in search of perfect gifts and presents, which can help you in verbalizing your heartfelt emotions for that particular person. You want to celebrate every special occasion in your life with that special person. You feel no hesitation in disclosing your weaknesses and other secrets of your life with that person. You often feel an urge to spend your entire life in the particular person’s company.

flirting again..

A sidelong glance,
A funny remark!
Glittering eyes
Meeting in the dark.
Fear of what’s to come
Glad of what is here.
Hoping, wishing, believing
We will be as one...

I think of you each morning,
And dream of you each night,
I think of your arms being around me,
And cannot express my delight

hope is lifefull in 2008

New Year's falls just at the darkest hours,
Even as the sun lies sick and dying.
When the darkness turns hope starts anew,
Year by year a lesson ever true,
Each of us the bitter cold defying.
All my life I want to be with you,
Restoring year by new year what is ours.