dear you

Watch closely wont you,
for only then will you see the truth.
See the tears I cry for you each day,
because you have no idea the pain you cause.
You do not understand what you mean to me,
what I would give for you,
how much I need you right now.
I can’t bring myself to tell you to your face that I love you,
so I write it down and hope you find it one day.
Maybe when that day comes you will know,
for only then will you watch closely enough to see.
To see how much you mean to me,
how I really feel.
But then it will have been to long,
I will have moved on,
and you will only wonder,
What could have been?!
As for me,
I'm through wondering!!