Jun 25, 2007

...when i was a chiLd :


When I sit and think of my childhood,
I think of my parents that I would.
Of all the both bad and good times,
And of all the nursery rhymes.
I wonder how they put up with me,
I wasn't very good yet they let me be.
I want to tell them thank you,
And I love them very much, it doesn't seem to do.
How do you tell them they are the greatest,
I make up by telling them the latest.
The time I spent with them isn't enough,
I try and act like I'm very tough.
The truth is I miss my mother lullaby.
.....
AH !...the days of childhood when i was young and free
Nothing seemed to bother me no worries could i see.
When school time was over, and holidays were here The air was filled with excitement and I'd run out with a a cheer.
Those days they stretched before me, time for play and fun.
I'd be tired but happy when the day was done.
Sometimes the boys would go fishing, the girls would hang around
Maybe take a picnic and sit there on the ground.
I'd all queue for the pictures, the Saturday matinee'
And kids would swoop like mad things on the lady with the tray.
My friends would come calling, ask if I could go
But when I asked them where to, they said they didn't know.
I'd all walk around for ages, maybe play a game
Someone kicked a ball one day and broke a window pane.
Well, i all enjoyed swimming, doing that was great
Me! I was always being told off for swinging on the gate.
Days were long and happy, the sun was very hot
Some days i didn't do much, others i did the lot.
Those memories of childhood are far too long in time
Would fill up many pages to write down every line
Memories that i treasure, shadows that i cast
Am but my reflections in the mirror of my past.

...Joy of My Life in Childhood.....

Jun 22, 2007

d1v3


I am the Ocean...I said, I am ! I know.
And so I dived into the ocean to find manifested another realm. An eternity that cannot be logged in minutes. Another space beyond dimensions. In speechless wonder I saw beauty and perfection.
I shared my joy with friend, who had led me beyond the threshold of my last fears to know a new freedom.
My first dive in high school was a total experience.

@LL my lov3

Can we just talk about the love and all the things we do
You rub my back and you know I'll do the same for you
I'll treat you good
And things will be alright
Come over here 'cause it's on tonight...
Don't you worry 'bout a thing
Worry 'bout everything was so clear

Promise, i won't ever let you down
'Cause my love is your fate
So please hurry don't wait...
I'm gonna give you
All of my love

You're made for me so never ever let me go

I never knew someone could set my soul and body free
No time to wait so sugar won't you give you love to me...

And as far as I can see
You're the only one for me
And you're everything I need
'Cause your heart's cared for me
And I don't wanna be free...

It feels so good to find love, like you're love
I'll try not to neglect it
Always cherish every second
When ever I need you, you're always right there
I call you my best friend
Hope this love will never end

...all my love to you...

Jun 20, 2007

have a good WorK !


Kecintaan akan kerjaan buat gw 'tuh wajib dalam list, kalo gak bahaya banget, pastinya.....
Bayangin kalo gw gak cinta 'ma kerjaan gw, yang ada seperti males buat ngantor, trus males ada di depan computer, malah gak semangat '45 ketemu network 'n yang terpenting progress pasti gak ada !!! Nol hasilnya.
Apa jadinya gw 'ntar ???
Pasti gak jadi apa2, Pasti gak jadi siapa2, Hidup gw bakal gak makin lebih hidup lagi...hehehe. Ambisiuskah seorang gw ??? Hmmm...
Bukan mau di nilai dari situ sih, tapi pingin aja ngebuktiin kalo gw bisa memanfaatkan ke ahlian gw, yach biarin gak ahli2 amat di bidangnya, paling gak ada sesuatu yang buat gw ngrasa bangga sendiri. Gak perlu applause dari orang sekeliling plus gak perlu juga sanjungan.
Seneng aja bisa berkarya. Apalagi yang dibantu bisa juga ngrasain bantuan gw, biarin seadanya.
I love have a job...

Bikin hidup lebih hidup.....!

Jun 14, 2007

:_drivE safE

Sekalipun capek nyetir di Jakarta, ibukota tercinta ini dengan kemacetan dan kepadatan kendaraannya yang luar biasa, apalagi ngliat rute sehari-hari yang gw jalanin, ugh..! bakal pingsan aja yang gak biasa ngejalanin. Mana kerjaan gw juga nuntut harus banyak ketemu org, yang terkadang meeting sana meeting sini plus lokasi berbeda jaraknya. Tapi nih, asli gw enjoy banget duduk dibelakang setir dengan radio or music bervolume kenceng sambil nemenin gw di perjalanan 'n ditemenin bekal minuman favorit gw, yaitu, kopi-bakal gak turun2 gw dari jok kemudi...hehehe...
Malah sengaja gw lambat-lambatin lajunya kalo waktu masih tersisa banyak, biar gw bisa nyanyi2 sendiri dlm mobil/ketawa2 kecil denger penyiar radio nge-joke...
Saking enjoynya, sms, telpon, makan, minum sampe dandan gw lakuin-bahaya banget emang, tapi paling gak gw udah tau cara bagi konsentrasi...mmmhhh.
Inget bener kapan gw belajar nyetir, dari kelas 3 menengah pertama yang diajarin 'ma driver bokap sampe belajar di sekolah setir selama sebulan penuh. Banyak pengalaman konyol yang gw dapetin-dari mobil yang meluncur kebawah sendiri dari ketinggian lebih kurang 8 meter (untungnya areanya rerumputan) gara2 gak gw tarik rem tangannya sampe kaki gw yang gak bisa napak berdiri lagi saking gemeter nyetir di daerah spanjang Sudirman-Thamrin. Ternyata gak segampang yang diperkirakan buat nyetir waktu itu...apalagi setelah dapet SIM...nganter nyokap pertama kali, tetep masih nervous, saking kagoknya gw terus bertahan di gigi 2 sambil ngluarin keringat padahal AC mobil berfungsi amat baik sekali...heheheee
Adrenalin gw bisa naik kalo udah nyetir, rasanya nikmat, bukan cuman nyetir aja, nyuci mobil, bersihin dalamnya sampe periksa2 mesin (gak expert banget sih) gw jalanin, maklum belum mampu nggaji driver, malah jadi driver buat siapa aja. Sekarang ini biarin jam terbang gw termasuk sudah tinggi, tetep aja musti kudu hati-hati, lengah dikit aja...braaakkk !!!...mobil bisa nabrak or di tabrak. Pilihannya cuman 2.

Be Safe.....



Jun 13, 2007

friEnd like U...

So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your jobs a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year
but..

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

You're still in bed at ten
And work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast
So far... things are goin' great.....

(Lagu diatas mirip sperti ringtone hp gw buat dia dulu-pas aja)

Kita sama2 penyuka salah satu station radio..tapi gak tau kok ujug-ujug (kata org jawa) bisa kenal, memang ada jalannya sih, berawal dari program sore dengan penyiar lawasnya...
Pertama-tama emang keliatan sih merk nih orang seperti apa, keliatan banget, asli ! startnya aja nih orang dah sotoy binti jayus..hehehe, sorry ya Sob. Gimana gak, belum kenal aja udah berani minta dikirimin kue ke kantornya, trus ngasih nomor teleponnya aja minta ampyun berkelitnya-padahal gw bkn termasuk manusia kriminal yg sedang dicari-cari pihak berwajib. Kaya' dia penting banget gitu...hihihi...terus narsisnya luar biasa (maklum dibawah naungan bintang yg satu itu), mana pake sgala jurus gombalnya lagi-maksudnya biar gw lebih terkehek-kehek kali yaaa.
Tapi dibalik semua itu emang, gila abiz, salut gw 'ma dia, ternyata sisi baiknya banyak banget, gak heran kalo pada kasih pameo ke dia seperti iklan: "Gak ada lo, gak rame". Emang ! gak tau saking jeniusnya or keturunan pelawak, bissssssaaaaa ajjjjjaa dia buat joke, dari yang educated sampe yang berbau-bau fornografi...yach gitu memang temen yg dicari buat sekarang ini, nambah lagi suka bener kirimin lagu buat gw (waktu itu) yang sampe sekarang hafal mati 'ma judul lagu2nya dia. Deep in my heart, Thanx GOD-I found U..., mana setelah saling tau, tiap hari gak ada putus sms-nya (heran jg gw sama kebiasaannya satu ini), juga nelponnya... mungkin pulsanya unlimited di kasih sama kantornya ya, biarin pernah suatu waktu dia nyebut angka nominalnya...hehe...
Sekarang-sekarang ini emang frekwensi sms+telpnya agak berkurang banyak, spertinya baru sadar kalo buat modal nikah ntar 'tuh mahal banget ! Apa mungkin sudah gak ada jatah pulsa lg dari kantornya?!!!?...hah !
Mmmh hari2 sejak ngebuat heboh bersama, kita jadi sering diskusi 'n gw jadi suka cerita apa aja 'ma dia-ibarat tong sampah, semua gw keluarin ke dia. Lumayanlah biarin agak rada2 ngaco, tapi dia cukup capable dibidang konsultasi (minus konsultasi percintaan ya)...tapi yach gitu jawabannya kadang diluar jalur, seriusnya jarang bgt, bisa dihitung pake jari. Pernah suatu hari gw bete habis dikantor hampir frustasi, gw sms dia kalo gw butuh hiburan...hiks...hiks...dgn baiknya dia menghibur gw sampe gw bisa ketawa2 lagi...hiks...hiks...so sweet !
Gw makin aja enjoy cerita 'ma dia, sperti belakangan ini gw cerita tentang situasi kantor...eh...di luar dugaan gw...diketawain habis2an 'ma dia !!! Uh ! nasib'lah gw... Jadi semakin tau aja gw kalo dia sebenernya tuh temen asyik gw, gak ada matinya !...tapi dia amat sangat sensitif makanya gw kudu hati2 dalam pemilihan kata2nya tiap terlibat conversation. Dan gak tau knapa, ada keyakinan gw kalo dia hidup sendiri di pulau terpencil, pasti survive. Bener kan, Sob?!
Ada satu hal yg gw gak habis pikir dari pertama kenal sampe sekarang, masih aja dia berpikiran kalo jadi yang kedua itu enak ! Mau infasi kemana lagi sih, Sob ??!!! Duh...senengnya dikau mengkoleksi barang2 antik. Kurang banyak ya!? tapi emang dia diciptain Tuhan emang begitu adanya, sebagai teman tepatnya gw cuman bisa berdoa yang terbaik buat dia- kemarin baru aja dia nambah umur-jadi skalian doanya.

Please keep that way ya, Sob......
Apa kata2 yang sering didengungkan...Cinta tak harus memiliki...







Jun 1, 2007

.: written by me .:

Dari duduk dibangku sekolah dasar [lupa tepatnya kelas berapa], gw suka bgt yg namanya corat coret bikin tulisan mini, cerita 'n seperti puisi or whatever itu namanya...puas bgt kalo udh jadi dlm satu rangkaian, rata2 dominasinya seputar cerita pribadi or imagine gw aja. Pingin sih diasah lebih lanjut, tapi kok rasanya kurang pas aja...padahal gw kelas 6 waktu itu ngewakili sekolah buat kompetisi cerita pendek..yach..saat itu belum dpt nomer aja-dewi fortuna gak berpihak ke gw, tapi lumayan bangga bgt bisa dipercaya sekolah.

Sejak itu slalu bikin corat coret tulisan kalo lagi gak ada tugas sekolah, dimana waktu sekolah menengah pertama + menengah atas, di kelas pun-sedang ada guru nerangin di depan kelas, gw sempet2nya bikin puisi, dalam 1 mata pelajaran kadang gw bisa bikin 2 puisi...hahaha...gak kebayang buku cetak sekolah gw...banyak banget 'ma tulisan. Karena kecintaan gw itu, tiap minggunya gw kirim ke mading sekolah berlembar2 kertas tulisan puisi...sampai2 mereka mual sendiri liat tulisan gw...